Imagine That

Look in her eyes and I promise you will only see pain and agony.
Can't explain but feel it.
Never comprehending the real reason she feels that way.
You can ask but will only get the most complicated answer.
If she blinks it's only because she somewhat feels.
Somewhat might know that someone actually cares.
The only thing she opens up to can not reply.
The only person she thinks is there won't even try.
Come to you I will... not.
Lyrics falling out her eyes
and the melody flowing through her brain
you couldn't understand but
Can you imagine that...

Where does it all end ....

Years pass by and things slowly seem to change whether for better or worse. But at what point will the pattern end... repetition is never a good thing. Some learn from mistakes and some continue on not knowing how the wrongs might affect the next person.

Patterns

Patterns repeat itself and mistakes aren't fixed.

But what can you do?

Is it ok to cry every second it pops in your head? Is it ok to want to break down whenever I feel it??

Can I just go a day without thinking about you or a hour without wanting you or a minute without having to bring your name up in every conversation I have??

Can someone be so in love that she loves him more then her life it's self...

If I decided to ket go would my tears finally dry...

I will never find out because everytime i think of us and what of it we became kills me

and i cant help but cry.

DONE

So over the games and the time we had together

over the circle we were stuck in and now i cant be with you not wanting


you should feel relieving but it doesnt but im so over it ??

Recent Events

Big bro got married ths past month on September 24, 2009 and is expecting a beautiful baby boy in february congrats to Kipeli And Salvation Koniseti.

Can;t wait to meet you baby boy =)
Aunty Veisinia Loves you !!

Old ties.
They come out of the blue
from the darkest places and
bring with them the ugliest
memories. But the end of the day you still will
only be with you yourself. Nobody else is there.

;;Vei.